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Every meet that person who you like well enough when with "the group" but just can't mesh with one on one, but you don't know that until you are one on one? I don't know what my deal is. As soon as I have someone who is a touch to serious or is clearly "all grown up" and wants everyone else to act that way, I get all super huge smile total flake out personality and try as hard as I can to throw them into a get serious and grow up game that goes nowhere. the harder they try, the funnier I think it is. It isn't even a challenge to me. I don't care who wins because it isn't about winning, it's about acceptance. I also don't usually see that I am doing this until their expression is one of confusion and/or pain (think grimace) or until I am headed home feeling totally fulfilled and then realize I did nothing that was truly fulfilling and contemplate that unfounded feeling. I don't know why I don't see it while it is happening but I suspect recognizing it would be the equivalent of biting my own teeth.